what if, but i know

if the stars all go out at night
and the sun does not rise again
and nothing that was constant is the same
but i know my heart will still beat
and if it stops it simply fixed
the sight of you jump starts my heart
and brights up my day with out a sun
and the night is bright with stars again
with out you what will there be
to me nothing is with in my sight with out you
i sleep always thinking of you
and the idea of you is always there
when i wake up in the back of my head
because of the dream that i know i had
everything is alright because i see you
and what scares me is the idea that
you'll not be there one day
that dark and gloomy day
but your not gone yet your still here
that if your not in my sight i still will see
because there is not one day i live with out the sight of you
i hope nothing changes all stays the same
i am happy just the way it is

forsaken dreams

inside a dream i am filled with a fear
and in here these dreams of nights
set worries i thought about
where i have no control and my minds has all
it shows me what i don't know
why on these past few nights i have dreamed
i don't dream but i have i cant stand these nights
they set hope that i fear the most
oh hell i hate the night, comfort me
oh angel of mine be kind and save me from this fight
wipe my eyes when i wake up at night
world of mixed feeling and crying at night
for the devil is within my soul
hurting me for what i don't hold
my angel appears and the devil takes control
in these dreams it just is not right
hold my hand it these dreams a fight for
our feelings that are with in our souls
for this feeling is much more powerful then
this devil that wont let me free from misery
i hope you see this effecting me for when i wake
i think of you so that i can clam down within inside
for you are the only thing that makes me happy
and can not forget that fact or i will die
your my angel and the reason of life
e will both fight this devil and win with our happiness to night

Silent

oh silent days and silent nights
where we cry out without a voice
feeling so far but so close
our voices have no sound but actions tell it right
the right move means more hen life
a smile sends out hope to my life
so i kindly smile back with out a doubt
and though out the day we play our games
with out a voice, and it feels right
and it bothers us that vary night
can not sleep can not stop thinking that night
i spend the night thinking what would i say
with that voice i wish to use but the truth
nothing feels right so i sit and think some more
and finally sleep on another silent night
i wake up and see you again and sitting here feels
so right but so wrong for it is silent and want more
and once a gain i decide to write
these cryptic feelings of my soul
hoping one day and i mean today to brake the silent fight
but for now my soul flows like ink on this page
the feeling begin the same and that the way it ends
but i will find a way to brake this silent lock
all with one hit it shall end
oh silent days and silent nights

angel's fate

siting in front of fate
wishes are great
and dreams are nightmares
when angels wait for some thing great
but how can one know what is fate
are wishes, what will be answered
or dreams that will become real
siting here deciding fate
a wish for the angel's help, a sign
that i cry for a look of the angel
and those eyes of an angel with a look of love
and i sit here looking in those eyes
wishing for time to never go by
i now wait that time of fate where
i find out my fate, and my place
i cry out to you oh angel of mine
today should be the day let me and test me
never crying angel why should we wait
though time it is harder and filled with pain grows larger
i count the seconds and the minuets i wait
i know that time is not limited
but i can not wait no longer, i cry for help
oh lord who sends this angel, answer my calls
i don't know what i shall do with my time
only sit here waiting, the wish, the dream
just the answer of fate, and if i see
that time arrives i will not hesitate
its been so long for me to wait
but until that time i will wait