Wednesday, January 24, 2007

the soul gates and tears

the soul deep with in knowing every deep and dark secret
the mind does not accept but the soul knows
the tears are every thing the soul hold from you the hidden truth
with one tear a story of life is said strait from the soul
filled with feelings so far with in, where its cold no light to grow
the eyes the gate to the soul here you can look right in
the connection of tear and soul where hidden want lay to be seen
but who sees the feelings of my soul, can not be read by the naked eye
but through the eyes strait in to your soul is where you can see
i have read you from with in a story of feeling of being misplaced
dark filled with gloom of loss of some thing dear to you but you gained back
in that place is a light i hope to reach and enlarge bigger then the dark part
and i don't know have you seen my soul, will if you did you will know
this feeling is from within not false and not fake the soul does not lie
and if it takes a tear i shall cry for you to see and give you flask of my soul
if i can only show you what i feel but i don't know how to show it i will tell you
that it Can not be written by the hand and can be said by the mouth
there is no way i an show you but for you to look in to my eyes and see
but if you do i will be looking in to yours and i may not allow you to leave
i cant tell you what this means for me but soon our souls will be one
i hope oh god will you please let me see what i need to see to let me be

Thursday, January 18, 2007

a spin in time, another place

i though up my hands and take a chance of fate
today i will know what will happen, it does not bother me
i think what will happen is meant to be
a yes or a no, i don't care as long as i know
you're an angel you will know what to say
as long as you promise me to forgive me
sweet sour truth i am willing to take
any thing but this life of douts and dreams
nothing will hurt me as long as you know what i feel
blinded by the want to talk to see you smile in my face
in this world i only ask you once and in heavens again
liking is where it started but in the end i don't know
may be we are not meant to but that is OK with me
for i have thought a life time to find out what is this
this feeling within the days and nights of the time i got a look
in your eyes i saw the sky fill up with stars and
you shine so brightly unlike others i have seen
i just hope you can be OK being with such a mess up like me
and if you don't i hope the best for you because
i don't deserve you,if not the best you should never get
because the sun shines so bright and you should
get what is the and not me there is no
greed and i hope you can see it just a little
hope in my soul and whis for your happyness
just for give me, dont judge just forget please

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

blah blah blah ... did i just write some thing???

looking at you and i wish i can ask you a question
is it true what i think is true that you feel the same way i do
is it me once again wishing to much and seeing a dream
i have so much that i like about you but i still don't know you
if i can only get to know you just talk to you
the odds are against me i think that is true
there is nothing more that i want to do other then get to know you
looking at an angel like you is not all i want but if i only talk to you
i once thought i knew the feeling i have felt but now i started doubt
i don't know what i felt in the past and i am not sure about that i feel now
but i know its new to me and you are some thing i never thought about seeing
i can believe my self how much you amaze me i gaze at you and you steal my breath
don't ask me how or even why but you do i go through so much pain just to see you
today i went beyond the healthy limit and when i like at you you completed my day
with that smile of your it warmed my heart and made me forget my pain
i just am scared of being hurt again but that's a lie i fear for some thing new not like before
what if you do like me back this will be new to me and i will lose all thought with in me
for i have played it in my head, that day i talk to you, hopeless strained
not knowing what to do but look in those dark beautiful eyes of our and i know
i think not a word will come out of this mouth of mine for your beauty makes
me forget everything even my self my name and what i want to say to you
for this i have lost the words nothing comes to my mind good night
i will see you tomorrow morning at 9 like i always do the best thing in the morning is you

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

secret confession

i sit looking at you, for hours a day
just here wishing to talk to you
looking at you has been driving me crazy
i now am drunk, drunk of your beauty
i feel so weird just taking a look at you
you make me happy and high on joy
if you can only see your self such beauty
i can only wish i can tell you what i feel
and as the day goes by i start a sleep
you wake me up and make me smile
i stay happy hoping to talk to you
and as the day ends i start to feel down
do to the fact i have not talked to you
i failed once again i want to cry
i feel when your away that i may die
it takes me time to forget the pain
and then i want to sleep but can not
i can not stop thinking about you
and planing to talk t you and that's the truth
and sleep and dream to the thought of you
which makes my rest so perfectly
i only wish you can see this and i
talk to you for i do this one day
but i fear it will come to late

i was not ment to see?

as i walk, by the chance of god, i saw what i saw
my past with a new future, and finally in rest
so nerves that it was funny to see
i thank the lord for i am free
no more fear no more running away
the end of all those dirty games we use to play
freedom of the mind no more worries of the past
i must say i am glad for that
now that i can move forward i shall run that way
this is one happy day but i don't know
how long it shall last, for now i shall live the moment
the smile of freedom is great today
good-bye of wight of my past
may god be with you finally and at last

Friday, January 05, 2007

hurting her

such pain, so much fear, the stench of death is in the air
chills down my spine and i am in fear
of what may be next much worse then now
oh stop this pain and the fight we are all one
we are Palestinians we all have a cause we are one
simple differences is not enough to fight
if not for my cry for you, the cry of Palestine
that love all of you, your her children in the streets
it hurt her to see what we are doing to your self
for the love you have for it stop the fight
the blood of tear run so deep in the streets
stop it hurt our love of our Palestine
don't let continue it hurts so much
i fall a sleep a wake up to more death stop
stop your are all one
one land
one great love
one fight
freedom is never in sight of if we stay they way we are
for your children the children of Palestine stop now
i beg of you no more please it hurt to see
we are killing out beloved
oh Palestine forgive us we are blind
we are blind from seeing our true love for you
"Palestine my one and only true love"