the first angel's walk of the clouds

an empty place no one around not even a sound
walking alone praying to god for a chance
and my angel appears in front of me
my nerves are shocked and i can barely stand
i open my mouth and say what i can
a moment feels like my life time that pass by
and an angel looks into my eyes
and the smallest word comes out that bundles my mind
nerves high but calm and time goes by and i feel like if I'm flying
every word rings in my mind every movement makes me think
the angel hides the truth and her feelings
she knows why and i feel that she likes the idea
the angel is shocked as much as i
my angel unable to continue and the guardian that by her side
the gardian say what my angel can not saybecause
its not what she believes and she feels a different way
she looks at me and can't speak and looks away and
says what she says and i look and i look and i cant believe
that i am finally here i broke the silence
and my curse of sleepless nights and hope
for forsaken dreams to fade away a true
flower of the desert that i have gained the small
of achievement and i am finally so happy
and i thank my lord and kneel to him for
helping me reach, and becoming a knight and meeting my queen

passion of love

oh Palestine the land of our hopes
i cry out for you, and we all give you our love
the blood of our martyrs on your soil
i ask for your ability to wait for your freedom
our blood runs free and murders have control
the wounds of our martyrs release blood around this corps
but that blood is spilled for you Palestine, its only
what little we can give for our true love is in our souls
i beg you to wait for all we have is you
our land, our hope, our free blood that flows
we have lost another to you, but i shall not
not be angered by his death but i live with pride
for another martyr has died for you
take my soul if you please if thats what you need
let our blood flow with our love for you in your soil
not a tear will run off my face for i know
you see and know our pain but is all for you
in the hands of god goes the martyrs soul
we wait for your freedom, we know it will come
and we stand here strong and will not kneel
to the murders that occupies you
my soul with you oh martyr of last night
your death is only our rebirth of love for your cause
Palestine the land of our free blood of love

" this is for the martyr omar from bir zeit university that died on 29 of may 2007 (allah yarhamk ya shahed phalestin"

angels at night

cant sleep at night, my mind wont let me sleep
son as my head hits the pillow i am in a world
that excites me my angel sits before me
where the is no limits for me, i spend the night
thinking of different possibilities if one thing
is for sure it what i want, but i cant reach
i only hope that the late nights will stop
being dreams and will become reality
such beauty, not a norm of reality
i sit there waiting to sleep but sleep never comes
my energy is sucked right out of me
but i get up in the morning not sleeping
just to be able to see this angel of such beauty
i cry out to the heavens and ask for help
the help i need to make dreams come true
from the present to our future to become reality
so tiered but i love this day of so much joy
without any pain but for the fact of seeing
seeing such an angel but staying so far
i do not miss sleep if its for you oh angel of mine

the wrong feeling

i have not done any thing wrong
but i have felt so guilty for what i have done
it does not feel right and only if you knew
i would not feel so bad and wrong
love is one place where nothings known
crying out for forgiveness even though
nothing is done wrong please forgive me
its been eating me up for so long
only thing is, i don't know what wrong
i have done nothing right or wrong
i have had sleepless nights of guilty conscience
your my queen and my angel in my presence
i look at you and worry for i fear to loss you
thinking about you all the time playing back momories
and possibilities of what may happen in the long run
just thoughts that have been eating me
for my life is meaningless without you
all i want is the test of time
an ability to show you what i love about you
crying out at the heavens asking for an answer
but i know that the angel that is you
is the only one who will answer me
for god has sent you to me to show me
this worlds different possibilities
i will try to stay calm and and not cry
for what is wrong and i realize
now what is wrong for i die but my
soul lives long with you at its side
for ever i ask you to forgive me

alternate life

sweet angel sitting a cross the room
its summer and its hot but i am burning up
these feelings i have are so much more then
just feelings, passion, i feel the heat of love
a silent cry out across the room of love
i cant seem to remove my eyes and if i'm correct
nether can you, a shine and beautiful smile
a dark and tranceing eyes
skin so smooth and clear that fits a queen
you wave paper in your face like a fan
so delicate in the a way that makes you the queen of air
and i only want to breath, nothing more
you have been a drug in my blood
i just cant get enough, if you tear
one tear you shall cause such misery
you always sit like a queen at the head of the table
surrounded by your followers that will protect you
i only wish i can be the king that fits you
unbelievable looks that turned me your way
but its not what makes me feel this way
its the fact you act the way you do
i feel you like too but too proud and in control
to let me know i must suffer here and thinking away
your testing me waiting to see if i am you
knight in shining armor that deserves the hand of the queen
oh sweet angel do you see the world i have to live through
liking you and loving you with out knowing you
why do you thing its so hard to talk to you
but know that i will do any thing for you your my angel
and i will show you what you mean and hopefully you will
accept me for who i am and let me just be all
i want to be with you as my queen at my side