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looking up at the sky wondering why
i cry out to the clouds and tell them how
how i feel but i don't know why
they are so gray and unclear
just like my mind on this day
many feeling from different places
happiness with a smile
excitement at a laugh
peace and calmness just by a look
which i like i don't know
waiting for an answer now
but i know where to get this answer
the one like look for is with in this
mind that is clear and feels so rainy
but i can throw the fog a light
a light of happiness but not that one
its pure excitement that will fallow
but its not that one, pure light throw the fog
and there it is clam sweet and pure
a feeling long lost and believed to never return
there is is here now but i want to grab it
but how can i now, i fear a fear from the past
to reach out and grab it at last
but will it disappear like away with out a Trace
only now i start to see a new way to this peace
come oh come now i a wait you now