Dark truth

Late at night I sit quite
in this house that is loud
I ask my self what I have
done and why I think the way I do
I sit for hours just wondering
about the stupidest things
I can not deny the facts that
run throw my head for I can
only see the truth of
silliness and waste of time
I have to do some thing with
in this life of mine
it is only one second in
the long time of life
I am here doing nothing
evil just evil that's all
taking time as a joke
before you know I will be die
and what would I have left behind
cry at the idea of the life we live