I raise above my old self

I sit on the floor and look up
there is was some thing new
I have never seen like it before
I changed my mind and tried my best
I spoke all right without a flaw
for what was before me fell down
from the skies and on to earth
the stones that is set in the face
the kind curves that are just in place
the hidden beauty I want to know
story came with such grace
and will leave this soul of mine
staying here in this small place
the limited time that I get to see
what truly is there is something large
a whole piece of life that I can have
but I stand up and walk away
for I deny my self to fall into the dark
bye oh friend and more then that
but I forgot to even know the name